Sounds to me like you are asking to be at peace with the turmoil? I think that is a valid request. You are on the front lines of disinformation and are expected to represent a people who are divided. Where does that leave you? Conflicted, and rightfully so. Your feelings are valid.
The way I see it, to find your peace (no longer tossed to and fro) you will need to discern people types, not color. The first are those who are carrying the mark of discrimination. They have been hurt directly by it. They don't understand the power of forgiveness and may not have been validated in their feelings. They carry man's anger.
But then there is the enemy of our land who provokes that wound and justifies their anger, giving it power. That is the spirit of witchcraft, who manipulates to cause chaos and anarchy. As the videos prove, they pay young men to loot and destroy property. These are the ones president trump wants to label as terrorists.
Terrorism was brought into our country during the Obama reign. They are like cell groups waiting for their marching orders. When George Lloyd was murdered (grevious horrible murder), it was like a trigger saying, "Now!" These are planned efforts to turn the election against the conservative movement. So, this is the natural cause.
What is God's answer for a man who is sent to war when he has been taught to protect? We will pray for you, angels round about you, guiding you, protecting you as you protect this nation in your region. But settle in your mind now, you are not the enemy. You are a servant. You are trained to protect by locating danger and apprehending it. How, is best told by your superiors.
But in your heart of hearts, that while you put yourself in danger in order to keep the peace, know that you are a PEACE OFFICER. Any lie told you otherwise is to be cast down with your shield of faith. Shod your feet in the gospel of peace. I say, PEACE BE STILL, in the name of Jesus. You are first a man of God, of the sons of God, of the family of God, a brother to Christ. You are not evil, but necessary. We The People need you, and this one blesses you.
Lord, protect these men, our brothers in our family as they goes about to do their job, from the lies of Satan who uses trickery to deceive and weaken. Restore his peace and increase his strength so that he can stand against the wiles of the enemy. I seal this in the blood of the lamb and subject every false belief to the truth of the gospel of Jesus Christ. Amen.
